This is my..DeAth Note

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This is a story of me, my life and my experience.
I'm MIcheLlE.
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~P.E.r.I.o.d~

(Thursday, December 17, 2009-)
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I watched this movie called "City of Angels'' starring.. Nicholas Cage and Meg Ryan..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/City_of_Angels

Just wiki it to see the long plot lah.

In short right, there's this angel (Nicholas Cage) fallen in love with the female human (Meg Ryan) ... then angel too obsessed with her until he decided to be a human instead..and be with her.. So yeah, they finally got together but few days later the girl died. Haih, sad ending but touching story.

This story was quite long ago... basically the setting is in 1998... oo... about 10 years ago. Not bad I would say, probably a 7/10 rating. Couldn't stop watching although it's so late at night already..and watching all alone...all by myself..

I wonder do angels exist....if so, are they here when I typed this out? lol.

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Anyway,

flip 180 degrees and here I go, telling you another different story.

Well, I went to the popping dance class again, and today was harsh man... harsh!!

The instructor was expecting me to know how to dance already... and oh boy I felt so noob and useless and crap and slow!! Seriously, because right, there's this guy along with me, and he was goood.. does not have as much error (mayb because he was there long ago..and seems to know the instructor well...) and the instructor, a she, was like.. err NO, wrong... wrong... wrong.. on me..

Pity that guy got to wait for her to teach me the right moves.. finally she was teaching him another different steps and I, gotta repeat what she did before that. (Well 'cause I didn't managed to do the right thing just yet hmm)...

Anyway, then suddenly she asked me to join the steps along.. then I'm like wth, you so fast and you taught him without me and how am I gonna catch up sial.. and it's only my 3rd class there and is she like expecting me to be THAT pro already ar.. the first two lessons I've come to learn from two different instructors was totally X5 slower than what she taught me today. Oh boy, at one point I was like.."omgee, am I in the right place at the right time?!? Is this even the foundation of the dance class or what huh?~"

Apparently it WAS a foundation class and yeah, great for the guy-- and the guy and the instructor must be thinking 'gosh this gurl is simply slow zzz'.... yeah.. I know I'm slow lar.. geez. Wrong this and that.. at one point I'm like.. arrgh, might as well just go home and sleep.. since I do everything wrong.. hmmph...just the 3rd class and I'm giving up.. haha..

Tralalala~ not yet.. not yet.. at long last when I've finally got the steps right, her attention was to that guy.. and now take that!

If I know I know,
If I don't know I'm slow.
So why not show it slow,
Then I will be able to show some show,
Gettin' ready to blow da' show!

Ahh, just made that up and it sounds awesome. hehehe. Well well well, on the brighter side, that makes you stronger eh? Every time when you are being told wrong... wrong wrong... you always make an extra effort to make things right. No doubt I'm feeling a little annoyed for being such snobbish and slow, but I guess, I'm learning... at least I know I'm doing my best and no one can stop me from that!

SO hey, spirit's up, cheers for hardships. And when you know it's hard, it's cool to know that you've finally made it through- the satisfaction of making things right makes you appreciate more and it keeps on goin' babeh. smiles!

0 .deaths.
And the story ends like this...period.
By: M i c [ H e L L ] e .
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