This is my..DeAth Note

●Dear● -Dead- ●Diary● ♥♥♥

This is a story of me, my life and my experience.
I'm MIcheLlE.
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~P.E.r.I.o.d~

(Saturday, January 30, 2010-)
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And so..

Let me introduce to you, my V-day o8'.

I was working in Italiannies (oh s**t, I forgot how to spell!) right. Alright. Let's start over again.

I was working 2 years back. I was single for about a year by then. And I realised that my working shift is from 12-10pm. I was grateful in a way such that I don't need to stay at home being so lonely, or even going shopping and seeing other people holding hands being so lovey dovey kinda thing. It breaks my heart that the one person that I wanted in my life wasn't within my reach.

Another benefit I got is the bar in Italiannies was actually located in a secluded place where there's no need to see the guests.. something like a kitchen la. So it's even better, because I don't need to see couples all around the restaurant eating and munching, feeding each other, with candle light to keep it romantic. BLah.

So there I was, working in the bar for good. I was satisfied with my day, because most of the people working with me also gotta work on this day what. So haha, I feel much better. But the bad part was my trainer kept pestering me about why am I so slow and my bar is filled with orders man. From watermelon juice, to the 'v-day special juice', and even cocktails which I didn't even do it before. AND.. the worst part is, in my bar there isn't any heater for warm water. We got to use the coffee maker's hot water and it takes about a minute to fill up a glass of hot water. Oh my gee...... zzzz. A typical person who wants to save money or save calories would prefer to order water, so yeah, warm water is by far the best seller of all. So imagine that every glass of warm water is one of the hardest thing to do because our 'bar' is too poor to buy a heater or a thermos haha~

Yeah, tell me about it. It was all so messed up and it all happened so quickly. With all the pressure and stress I had, I accidentally slit my fingers while cutting the watermelon. I think I slit 2 fingers and I was bleeding all over. SO FINALLY my trainer knew that he was pushing me too hard. So he took over while the manager assist me to the office and wrapped my fingers with a plaster. Sigh, and I almost went into tears because I felt like I was being so slow and stupid at the same time.

Then when the trainer was asking how am I, I said ok, fine... and he pretty much told me to do easier stuff such as refilling the bottomless juice or some drinks that doesn't require me to cut garnishes whatsoever.

The funny part was, I was working with Eric in the same bar, and pretty much we got to co-operate to make things smoothly.

Before the stress starts, the managers asked us to have a break first before the real deal begins at night. So he and I, both still friends, and not really close actually... went for break together. LOL.. I can really laugh at this right now man.

We went to a hawker stall and both pay our own meals. HAHA. Then random chat. I even asked him if he ever bought flowers for his girlfriend. To my utter suprise, he said err, no. (Don't know true or not la) Then he said he's single. SO he asked me how bout me. lmao~~
And so I told him my side of story la and we both left the stall.

Then hor, he and I both went to this Minitoons shop, where they sell lotsa gifts and sweets. He wants to buy something for himself. HMMPH.... In my heart like ''eh, if you're a MAN right, you would buy me something at least something cheap or wad la.... to just lam sei ngor (touch my heart) on v-day! " ++ oh now I know why, coz ur'e memang ERICA ++ hmmph!

BUT NO, he didn't lor! He just like act stupid like that, just sarcastically ask me do I want anything or not, then of course I say no la, then he just OHH-ed and paid his stuff. ZzzZz.....

Okay lor, so I think I get what he meant la. So maybe he wasn't into me. And maybe he's just treating me as a mere friend. (Btw, I don't really have a crush on him ok, but I don't know why I do check his age and full name etc. =p)

And so we started working together, was tense at first, because I'm not that close to him, what more I'm such a quiet and shy type of person and I don't know how to work things out. SO yeah, nothing much la cause I didn't really bother much. BLEH.

So woosh~ I'm done with my work and I said bye to him and blah off without even saying 'happy v-day' to him because I was really not in the mood after those trainer issue, slitting my finger and working for so long.

Hahas. So that was my V-day '08. Fun right?

tsk tsk.

Dear Eric, YOU ALSO VERY WOOD OKAY? SO DON'T SAY ME WOOD BECAUSE THAT TIME YOU'RE EVEN WOODER THAN ME. HAHAHAHAHA~~~

3 .deaths.
And the story ends like this...period.
By: M i c [ H e L L ] e .
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